Dad...

I really miss you I miss having a good relationship with you I miss us being close

I

I miss you soo much right now your kisses, words, your voice everything holding you tight I want you next to me right now && I wanna hear you tell me im Letti.g you go this time I miss you so much right now && I hate it.

I miss

I miss having someone there for me  giving kisses,holding me tight, making me feel wanted, making feel like im there hole world, grabing me holdonh me tight holding each others hand feeling my body put yours against me I miss everything.

One year</3

It,would have been a year would of been the year it chabged me, you would have been my first && onlyy but It wasn't ment to be so life goes on.

Tempted

Im so tempted right now to see what ypur doing but I know if I look at it will hurt me && ruin my night && its just a bad idea....

Makes me sick

When I think of the word relationship it makes me sick I dont want anything to do with that I thought id never say that but im just going to do me && I'll be happy as hell!<33 :)
Just me thats all I need!

At night

I lay here think what if I would have done it first what if I would of told you how I felt firstt I just know I need to stop saying what if && trust my self && know what im doing. && go wi