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I miss you soo much right now your kisses, words, your voice everything holding you tight I want you next to me right now && I wanna hear you tell me im Letti.g you go this time I miss you so much right now && I hate it.

I miss

I miss having someone there for me  giving kisses,holding me tight, making me feel wanted, making feel like im there hole world, grabing me holdonh me tight holding each others hand feeling my body put yours against me I miss everything.

One year</3

It,would have been a year would of been the year it chabged me, you would have been my first && onlyy but It wasn't ment to be so life goes on.

Tempted

Im so tempted right now to see what ypur doing but I know if I look at it will hurt me && ruin my night && its just a bad idea....

Makes me sick

When I think of the word relationship it makes me sick I dont want anything to do with that I thought id never say that but im just going to do me && I'll be happy as hell!<33 :)
Just me thats all I need!

At night

I lay here think what if I would have done it first what if I would of told you how I felt firstt I just know I need to stop saying what if && trust my self && know what im doing. && go wi

Im done....

Im so done right now I dont want to.have a boyfriend or have anything I just want to befriends with all my guy friends I just need peace im done for now for a longgg time

Im done

Im done for a while im done getting hurt played Im just done no,more trying when it happens it happens!<3
But for now im done..

Back to step 1

I hate seeing your name it kills I remember when I used to see it && not care damnnn I know I should do it because I need to stop saying wht if because I all ways end up getting hurt! Im way past done.

Tomorrow.

Im scared to wake up tomorrow i dont know why but i am i really dont feel like starting from point one agian i cant beleive you would actully do it that wayy i cant honsetly say how pissed of i am at you im just soo scared i feel like crying but i cant my body wont do it because they know my tears are not worth you.